Separation Anxiety; most mums would have read about babies experiencing separation anxiety towards their parents at some stage... or maybe, starting from 9mths? ...
Oh well... should I tell you... I do not have the "luxury" of "enjoying" my gal experiencing separation anxiety towards me! Instead, I have been experiencing that towards her this week!!!! @_@
As the days passed by...and moving closer and closer to this Sunday, my separation anxiety level is shooting up, higher and higher...... as each day passses....Every now and then (this week), I have been imagining myself in Denver, after a day of meetings...finally back to hotel, and missing my dear babe terribly... oh... how my heart breaks! ... and it's breaking this moment as I am writing this blog. :'(
My mum kept telling me "Dun be silly, you're her MUM and she will remember you when you are back a week later!" I know.... not so much that she will 'forget me' literally.... but I am so afraid to lose that months of bonding with just 9 days of separation. No chance of her hearing my voice when I am there...*sob* we're on extreme opposite time zones! In the past 9 months when I went on business trips, the separation anxiety never really happen..until the last trip to HK in April when Keira was already 6mths and 'recognising' people. This time round, she's 10mths...she's like a big gal already! I MISS HER... I WILL MISS HER TERRIBLY! *sob* ...
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