Guilty mama

I am very guilty, even after >24 hrs! I still couldn't get over it.

I was the cause of Keisha tumbling down our master bed yesterday morning. Very weekday morning is like a mad rush for me, waking up 6:10am quietly and keeping fingers crossed that Keira is still sleeping... so I have time to brush my teeth, wash my face, put on make up, prepare her school bag and finally change. Most times, I cannot get pass prepare school bag without her screaming from her room for me. So what happened yesterday morning?

Well, I was pretty delighted that Keira was still sound asleep while I get all stuff done. At 630am, Keisha woke up and appeared from our room with papa. Keisha is just so sweet... really sweet. Everytime she comes out from the bedroom, she'll get excited and smile so sweetly to me that my heart melts instantly. I was ready to get changed but didn't want Keisha to make squeakly sound and waking Keira up. Hence, I carried her to our bedroom, left her on master bed, placed pillows and bolster around her.... and started browsing through my wardrobe pondering what to wear for the day. Keisha wanted to participate and I can see her enthusiam and eagerness to piece through the wardrobe doors. Just then, I thought... ok.. go to next room to pick up my fav jeans. Keisha should be fine, afterall, it's only a few sounds!

Zoomed.. off I popped over to the next room. Picked up my jeans and started browsing through racks of clothes again... for just a few minutes ... .then.... a loud BANG!!!

My heart frozed!

I ran over to the room and there Keisha laying face up (back on floor) and crying like the whole world crushed on her! My goodness... what have I done??????????

Not something I do not know.. I mean.. from Keira days, I learnt my lesson and sharing with others never to leave babies off out sight for even seconds! and here... me... DOING IT AGAIN!

2 times bitten... I better not leave my baby on bed without me in sight again!

Very sorry, Keisha.